I almost lost my beloved cobok!!

Uwaaaa!!!! Nasib la takde emoticon yang kluar air mata cam air banjir kat sini but that's how sad I felt when I thought I almost lost my cobok yesterday at pasar malam. One second he was in front of me and another second he's gone in the sea of crowd. 

Biasa kalau pergi pasar malam, my kids especially Ashif a.k.a cobok dengan Aqil suka sangat pergi tempat orang jual mainan especially ultraman and diaorg akan leka je kat situ sampai ajak balik pun susah kadang-kadang tu selagi tak beli anything yang diaorng nak. Biasa my duty untuk beli makanan diaorang and my other half would act as watcher and bila dah selesai beli makanan I will look for them who will always be nearby. Sometimes tu hanya mampu geleng kepala bila tengok abah diaorg tengah engaged dekat phone without paying attention to the kids whereabout tapi biasanya diaorg takkan pergi jauh.

And as usual, while they pay so much attentions to the toys, I will be attending my fav gerai which is tempat orang jual tudung next to the toys stall. Masa tu my other tengah beratur beli nasi kukus untuk budak2 tu (pelik gak nape baik sangat semalam nak tolong beratur belikan..hehe). Tak sampai 3 min pon dekat tempat tudung tu, I went to the toys stall to check on them and guess what??? Ashif was nowhere to be found at the stall or nearby. Panik menyerang!! And as usual jugak, my other half would always attached his ears to his BB and pay no attention to what's going on.

Aduhhh!! Rasa macam nak tercabut je jantung ni! And bila my other half dah came back to the "real world" baru la kelam kabut mencari si cobok. Sib baik ada sorang perempuan ni perasan muka cemas kitaorang. Dia tanye "kak, cari baby ekk?? ada kat depan sana, ada orang tolong pegang". Apa lagi, I terus walkathon ke arah yang perempuan tadi tunjuk. Alhamdulillah syukur nikmat, tengok Ashif tengah pimpin tangan dengan this guy yang tengah dokong anak pompuan dia jugak.

Malunye dekat abang tu. Mesti dia kata tak pandai jaga anak. Biasa tengok je orang hilang anak dekat pasar malam tu. Nah ambekk kau!! Jadi kat diri sendiri pulak. Pikir-pikir balik, I think he was looking either for his abah or Aqil sebab masa I was going to check on them, Aqil takde dekat toys stall, dia pergi gerai toys kat depan tinggal adik dia terkontang kanting sorang2 kat first stall tu. Maybe Ashif was panicked tengok Aqil takde kat sebelah becoz he will always follow Aqil. Even pesan dekat Nadhirah suruh tengok kan adik pun tak boleh harap jugak and I wasn't blaming on Nadhirah or Aqil sebab diaorang budak2 yang still tak faham erti tanggungjawab. Pesanan-pesanan sebegitu cuma learning process for them about responsibilities. 

After this incidents, I really hope both Kakak and Aqil will understand the real reason why ummi selalu pesan " jaga adik elok-elok" and learn fast the duty to care and protect Ashif when me and my other half are happened to be occupied with something else. And for me, I've learned my lessons too...Jangan asyik nak beli tudung je tiap kali pi pasar malam...huhu!!

p/s : oh yess!! I pakai tudung pasar malam jerr. Kualiti sama, design sama macam yang dijual online dekat *tutttt* yang glamer tu. Rege online : 39++, rege pasar malam 25 jekk...hahaha

Emerald green is in da houz!!!

After a long thinking and comparisons by comparisons, I've finally made up my mind. Remember wordless-wednesday-di-persimpangan dilema???? So last friday , 16 Sept 2011 which is Malaysia Day, off to Sunway Pyramid to get my new Iphone 4 at Maxis. Rumor has it that soon Ip5 is launching but still nobody knows the exact date and how soon it will arrive in Malaysia. Lagipun belom tentu I can afford one.

For me, memang berbaloi beli Ip4 dari BB. Puas hati sebab :-

a. Skrin beso dari BB

b. MasyaAllah dia punye screen resolution marvelous, macam tgk HDTV pulak, bak kata website dia "text amazingly crisp and images stunningly sharp"

c. Macam2 apps boleh di download dekat apps store

d. lain2 tengah explore lagi..hehe

Lepas selesai urusan dekat maxis tu, masa untuk window shopping pulak ye...nk shopping tak boleh dah sebab dh shopping satu barang tadi rege pn dh brape kn. Tapi masalahnye sekarang kepala ku terbayang-bayang maxi dress kaler emerald green dekat butik JASPAL hari tu....cantiknya.

Teringat pulak satu artikel fashion about emerald green is in right now...uwaaaa!! Menyesal nye tak beli hari tu. Nak pergi lagi dah malas dah semata-mata sebab dress tu yang belom tentu masih ada stok. Karang pergi sia-sia je kalau out of stock. Tapi nasib baik la, jumpa jugak maxi dress kaler ala-ala emerald green tu cuma the colour is lighter dekat online boutique SARIS COUTURE. I've been her regular customer now. This time dah 3rd time shopping dekat situ. In case ada yang tak tau cane kaler emerald green tu, ni lah dia,

Atelier Versace emerald dress

Emerald jewelry

Beauty and the beast....

Kedatangan bulan Syawal sekarang ni banyak memberi peluang pada bukan saje muslimin dengan muslimat mengeratkan silaturrahim dengan adanya open houz every week. Time ni lah nak ziarah-menziarahi sedara mara and kengkawan yang dh rasa macam berkurun lamanya tak jumpa.

Masa buat open houz hari tu pun, my close friend sejak zaman skolah lagi yang balik beraya from Oz sempat gak menghadirkan diri. Last time jumpa masa kenduri kawen kawan skolah jugak last year. Esok pon ada lagi jemputan open houz kawan skolah yang sememangnya berkurun tak jumpa sejak habis SPM. Wahhh!! Dah 15 tahun tu tak jumpa. Itu pun nasib baik la ada FB, boleh jugak tau perkembangan masing2 walaupn setakat di alam cyber je. 

Talking about FB ni, me myself macam orang lain jugak yang ada acc FB, banyak jumpa balik kawan2 lama especially kawan skolah kat cni. Majoriti semua dah ada family masing-masing. Bila godek-godek profile diaorang dapat la tengok si A kawen dengan sape, si B kawen dengan sape and so on lahh. Dalam hati "ooo...dia ni kawen dengan dia ni ye", " hmmm.....takdelah cantik bini dia pon" atau "hmmmm..takdelah hensem mana pon laki dia. Dia lawa". Macam-macam spontaneous thoughts lah dekat kepala otak ni...hehe.

So when I look back at myself years ago when I was in school where I used to be a reserved and lack of confidence type of person, and then I look at them whom I used to admire and afraid to be friend with becoz of their beauty, i thought, " how ridiculous I am back then!!They were not angels, they were just a bunch of normal people like me". What I mean is, biasala teenagers, crushes always happened, right. Kejap dengan mamat ni, esok nampak mamat yang lebih hensem and macho, terus beralih arah pulak. Nak berkawan takot sebab dia hensem, kita tak lawa. Lepas tu dia pulak kalo nak ngorat, ngorat budak2 yang lawa2 aje....grrrr. 

Lepas tu pulak, kalau ada kawan2 yang lawa2 mesti segan nak kawan sebab dia ramai peminat, kita takde peminat pon. Minat kat orang lain ada la kan..haha.

See what I mean??? No self-confidence at all plus too much negative thoughts on ourselves. Yes, I get it! Normal people will always admire and look up to beautiful people. But not born beautiful, does not mean that we cannot be friends or having relationships with beautiful people. Tengok jelah sekarang, those beautiful people which I have crushes on back then, ended up with not so beautiful people eventually. Dalam hati.." kalau camni je taste dia, aku pon layak nak ngorat dia dulu2" atau " aku pun lagi cantik dari bini dia sekarang"...weehoooo!!

As I grew older, self-confidence datang sendiri though i'm not born beautiful becoz I know I can look beautiful by being beautiful inside out if I want to. Even if I cannot change how Allah created me. At least I'm not blind...I'm not deaf and I'm not silent. I'm physically capable being a normal human being. There are lots of ways to look beautiful nowadays. Change the way you dress, put your make-up on, eat healthy foods, take good care of your skin or what ever it is (only dengan cara yang dihalalkan dlm Islam), don't forget to bring along your self-confidence and always think positively. And how to achieve that if you don't have people to guide you??? READ!! Magazines, books and you can always google. There are lots and lots of video tutorial and articles to help you look beautiful. Just don't overdoing it...less is more.

wordless wednesday : save the date!!

 

10 Syawal 1432 H @ 10 Sept 2011 : Open Houz

Suddenly decided to organize open houz dis year but strictly limited to family members and close friends only. Sebabnya, sorang2 masak, sorang2 serve, sorang2 kemas balik everything back to place. So tak larat le kalau nak jemput semua kenalan dan jiran tetangga. Pernah organized sekali untuk jiran tetangga masa 1st year pindah Puncak Alam. Tu pun sebab diaorng request nak tgk rumah kitaorg yang tak seberapa interior design nya..hahaha. 

Menu kali ni of coz la menu fav my in-laws - nasi ayam. Tapi terlebih rajin plak tahun ni, buat lagi satu menu : pasta and desert : puding swiss roll hangit ( kastard terhangit sket, kalo makan bau hangit tu !!). Adoiii!! Anyway Alhamdulillah everybody invited could make it on that day. Thanx a lot for your commitment. To those who was not invited but still sudi menghadirkan diri...terima kasih juga. Besides, it's raya season, the door should be alwayz open kan :)

Families

Ofismates : Ayu & husband, Farah

Ofismate : Dira & sister

p/s : Happy birthday to my other half (10.09.2011)...alwayz looking forward to grow old with u.